Sunday, January 31, 2010

Towards

Blogging trend will be hold on for a moment.

At this moment, I am working hard with my slr.

Any updates, refer to my facebook album.

Thank you.


Thursday, January 28, 2010

偶也

偶尔,
我依然会想要粘你。

偶尔,
我会想起一些过去。

偶尔,
在想是不是你也在想我。

偶尔,
在梦里依然会见到你。

可是,
我不能这样的依赖。

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Who can answer me?

I never bring in new shirts, or pants.
I had enough hanger in the first place.
So i went shopping,
I had bought 2 packs of hangers (which is 24 units).
But now my hangers become insufficient.

?.?

How to do the math?

什么,最难?

对我来说,
就是节省。

还剩大约15天就会美里了。
这几天真的要好好的省吃俭用.

不然就要回美里看月亮了。

啊。。

中毒太深.

有人说

有人说:“你怎么那么穷了啊”
答:“还不是那个黑黑的东西咯”

有人说:“哇,你怎么了?天天都去上课了。有乖到咯”
答:“还有人说我是懒惰虫哦”

有人说:“你踏上了不归路”
答:“怎么可能,我会控制” (现在就中毒了).

有人说:“退一步海阔天空”
答:“是吗?我退一步,不是让别人跟嚣张?”

要去上课了
最近的睡眠很惨

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Peaceful

It had been so happening these days
I enjoyed every single moment
Everything is just peaceful
Simple
Yet Meaningful
And Blissful
❤ ---
❤ ---
❤ I will head to Melaka later ❤
❤ Blog will be update after i back ❤
❤ Miss Mirian badly :( ❤




Wednesday, January 20, 2010

知足点!

也许,
我的习惯,
一直没改到。

依然的,
那么不知福。

过了那么久,
依然长不大。

我真的,
太容易依赖了。

如何,
才学会知足?

只能说,
辛苦你们了。

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

第3学期 - 是时候改变了

我知道,我很废,到现在才要写我的New Year Resolution's. 可是不管啦,就现在才有Mood.怎样?

1) 最重要的,看清楚自己.不要再被那一只在我心里无理取闹的EQ作弄.今年不管遇到什么大风大浪,也一定要坚强与开心的面对,不要再哭了.

2) 当然是尽量,花多一点时间在msn与朋友联系.我知道我以前,很choosy,不想聊的,我更本不会管你.现在只希望现在挽回还不会太晚.

3) 大幅度减低我花在dota的时间.它虽然让我得到很多,朋友,名声,快乐,回忆.可是,我也失去了很多正常人拥有的快乐.

4) 学习Digital slr.不求我一瞬间master它,只求我一天可以花上1-2小时去学习它.

5) 学玩相机,自然,就要学photoshop. :s (不知道有没有恒心)

6) 尽量,不要skip class.这个是我最最最希望能做到的.每次都没有动力.还是希望我在美里的4个星期的8-10点睡醒的精神,能用在这里.你要不要继续成为我的动力? :p

7) 多一点运动.*虽然昨天打篮球打10分钟就累倒半死* 可是我不放弃.

8) 多一点回美里,机票不要那么贵了啦!我想多一点回家 T.T

9) 单身不单身,不是很大问题,只求朋友们真心向待.

10) 最后,希望你们都天天开心 :)

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Just now, wake up at 7:20, thank's to the Blossom... if no pick up the phone, i will own Blossom something =.=!

So, this time, i really did not 赖床 le, wake up jau si wake up liao. Raining, freezing. Itu dai kor Mr. Johnson still sleeping when i wake up. But anyway, i saw the key is outside, Haha! I thought he lazy go school again, so put key outside.

LES 1010 - Technical Communication. This lecturer, is really FULL OF RULE.

Rule 1: I will Take online ATTENDANCE. So no friend can help to sign. *Hai bu sot, just now take attendance, you CALL the numbers so fast, like tokyo drift.*
Rule 2: Handphone must switch OFF. NOT SILENT MODE! *WTF, you know your class will be boring and still ask us OFF it?*
Rule 3: When hand in your assignment, never put under the Door. *If u happen to be so BUSY, we wait you like so zai? You waist cannot bend down to take? Waist bone issue?*
Rule 4: My class will start at 8:10, 10minute let you all drink coffee and make up. *=.=" you lazy laa!*
Rule 5: My 2 hours session, i will teach only 1 hour+, because u all can't concentrate for 2 hours. *Is you lazy ehh?*

Grrs, I propably can't skip her session now. And i assumed, this gonna be very boring session...

Tata.

❤ Because of You - After School ❤
❤ My account left 51.87 buck ❤
❤ My new chair ❤

how come the BIG umbrella will fall into the swimming pool =.=!

Friday, January 15, 2010

My 4 weeks Holiday.

Time to summarize what have i been through during these 4 weeks.

First day reach miri, guess who is fetching me at Airport? The white Mercedes, the Driver is wearing the Gucci Cap and bag (correct me if wrong), waiting me out there! Haha! This is my very first time, kena fetch le~ feel like myself as VIP. On the way to fetch Jeffrey Ling! But that gomo lai really keep sleeping. Very sien one. Haha! Anyway, i knew he very charm oso, these days, rain very heavy, supposingly, he can sleep very well, yet something i hate the most happen on him, that is during sleeping, next door is renovating the whole house. The noise of drilling is really annoyed.

So, we went to McD to have the Prosperity Burger (anyway, i just have my imba 7 times McD in last 2 weeks if i not mistaken). Nah, the burger here is not that good compare to Sri Kembangan tho, I can't even finish.

Later, i received call from VK, saying let's have Lunch together (we just ate McD T.T), anyway, we still head to Apollo to yumcha with him.

Reach home, straight ooi ooi, very tired.

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-- Person i meet and what we done --
Family:
Definitely, the core to share about. I dinnae really spent much time with family. Even most sayang me geh grandma went to Hospital, i only pay a visit once. Honestly speaking, i felt very guilty tho. Anyhow, i managed to eat my mummy cook geh Fried Chickens, twice only T.T becos mummy doesn't know when i gonna have my meal at home. Everyday oso go out eat. Yet, big big credit to my daddy, cos he sponsored me 3/4 of my Dslr, partially fullset of it. Last, talk about my naughty sister, she bought ps2. Haih, but my house geh TV-Screen a bit cacat, cannot see MOST LEFT and MOST RIGHT, can't even indulges perfectly. A bit kelian her, cos she cannot use this PC when i am home, i'm like big-boss, i want use then she let me use. Haha~ so good this sister, love you always.

Once, i went to have dinner with my daddy, just me and him. He told me alot of stuffs, about how blissful am I. Yes, i admit, i am far more blissful than anyone else, but one fact oso true laar, my results still okok, no let them disappointed. :p But if compare to my brother, sure i cannot compare lar, i hope my parent won't mind about it :x...

Last night i sleeping in Miri, i can't even sleep well. When i finally manage to fall asleep, mummy phone me
:" EH YOU BACK HOME ALREADY " 要不然肋... :" 你锁门?" ... 你还没回家? (那房间里的电视声是怎么一回事) :" 还没有拉! " Haih, need to wake up to unlock the door, then when i go back, hardly fall asleep again liao. :( Before i get onboard, i still kena lectured by my daddy. Cos morning, i told him my flight was on 10, who know, around 5++ i re-confirm my schedule, it's 8:35. Haha! Make him so rush from Golf Club all the way come back dinner with me. During the journey to Airport, he just can't stop scolding me T.T!!!

Once again, thank you to my parent, never let me worry about my financial problem. I know, i still spending you'all money everytime, everyday. But but... just let me be a bit selfish, for 2 more years... ok? be your little-baby-son... then i will work and take care you both liao... ok? Just 2 more years... 不好意识哦mummy and daddy :p

JuelzeCrown:

What to say, even borrow me his white-mercedes to drive when my house is lack of car. Haha! Together, we spent times together, eat, sleep, watch supernatural, L4D, Cw, public... and do you remember the 3 Games curse? We can only play 3 games, the fourth game confirm lose one, it's a curse! But this kind of life, makes me getting tired day by day, so last week, i did not manage to spend much time with him due to my tiredness, i slept very early tho, but i think he had fun too laar, without me, with XD and CX right? HAHA You know what i mean. Anyway, I'm leaving soon, gonna miss this VIP for a long time again. Shit lar why you just can't stay back until CNY T.T!!!!!!

Haih, very the sad is, the Supernatural, we had already catch up until the latest episodes, no more for us to catch up liao. :( shang xin lo~ wait for his next return, we're going to catch up with the Sopranos *Introduce by Goatass*

He oso very-the-best friend, self gonna go Bintulu working liao but still teman me go Singk last few day... hai bu my friend very pro singing the "I don't want miss a thing - Aero Smith" and "It's my life - Bon Jovi", make me so high when you sing. Haha! Words just can't explain how happy when i with him~. Haha!

Sammy Sammy Sammy! There is a reason why he called Sammy. Rxxx and Dean? :p Well, perhaps, we had been L.A.R.P.ing (according to SN, it's Live Action Role Playing) for few days. I know it's sound lame, Haha! *Ignore*
Wow, your Mercedes Sport Finally out! But i only manage to enjoy one day nia. SAD LO like that. And sorry about your "Nasty Girl" this song, i have no idea why the CD gone wrong. Haha! Will get my sister burn for you again. ^^ Ps: I don't know you have this feeling or not. But to be honest laaaa.... ur Car, the behind part, got 70% look like Proton Saga T.T!!!!!!!!

Jc's Syuanese:
Haha! remember this post?
Haha! julian is sleeping at my house and u're using my pc to facebook while i using his Iphone to online. Lol. Jc, i don't know you know about this post or not.. but it's damn funny! haha! None of us dare to wake u up that time. Haha

And, about the Mcd Nugget? Haha!~

Anyway, i think i have no chance to eat your Salad anymore. T.T cos you're leaving with your Crown. :( :( :(

Haih, say wanna watch The Spy Next Door on sunday~ put aeroplane looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

haha! So you OWN me more Salad next time :p

Jeffrey Ling:

Ada best friend, call him teman me go where he will teman one, never let me be alone. :) Ada good~~ Intro me some's new friends too (later talk about them). Altho, sometimes i scare to badminton team with him, cos i knew i surely make him lose. Then i scare to see him emo~ Haha! But this friend, really good, no money still go singk together. Kelian kelian~

We went to watch the Treasure Hunter together, remember? Casting by Jay Chou and Ling Zhi Lin? And yet, during singk, Yap nicked him as J-Ling, cos he is Jeffrey Ling. So, I personally conclude that, He's Jay-Ling. Jay Chou is his father and Ah Ling is his mum. HAHA. Grr, anyway, Thank you for listening to my bullshitting and my complaints all these whiles. :p

Again, wanna say him, very the best friend, last day liao, teman me from 10am until 6pm. :) But i think he got a bit kena me force one larr... Since 2am he jau want go back liao but kena me forced to stay back. And remember to wait me for the 11/feb movie ya. Tho i forget what name, but wait me larr k? i back at NIGHT le that time. Reach at 9:15. Don't care, just wait me, i know you will wait me one. You're Best Friend. xD Haha! And about the New New Folder, HAHA! Got half i like le... tho half i don't like. but already alot alot liao. :) weee.. HAHA! Hai bu i very happppppy. No need download liao. ^^

JoonYap:

Very the best friend this one, cheating me to go someone's house to help him wrap the plastic plate. Hai bu gomo... i from Pelita go down Riam Road... for you! I good ma? Haha! But lerr... this holiday really did not spend much time with him. I think we met only 4 times, right? :(
Entry increase. 1st time is singk night before christmas, ask me dabao Burger for you but i dabao Butter Fillet rice :p
2nd time is 1/1, yumcha-ing together with Jeffrey and another Miss-Very-Good-Friend.
3rd time is wrapping the plate de liao
4th time is we so singk again~ and u borrow me ur camry to drive~ haha.
5th SingK together, still accompany me sing the 善男信女 at public, on the behalf of Maggie's invited. Ada Ah Cheng, and the Kenny Wong! haha, i really enjoyed seeing their magic performances. Thumb's Up.
6th Watch The Spy Next Door together, and then le, got McD and KFC don't want go, becos i got Sushi King Card, haha! Rm 20 eat what sushi o.. haih, kelian him~ Haha! Den still make him late to work at 5:30 tim, Haha, cny bring me go lenglui house again :p


haha, i really thought we won't have chance to hang out together liao. Lucky got 2 more times.

Hope your burden on your jobs can be lessen, and work happier la, k? Wish to see you succeed in your carrier, and cook something nice for me to eat next time. :p

Digu:

Spend alot of time together, haha and kena forced by me, to go church too. :p becos gonna bbq together, and buy ingredient together. About the BBQ day, i really dinnae sleep much, it's like i am having 38 restless hours. T.T I think digu oso same lar, preparing and seasoning the foods. kelian him oso~ But i go there only eat and eat, never help him seasons. But we did together 拔鸡屁股毛! haha!!!! Very deep memory for me at least. ^^

He guided me alot on badminton, teach me what precaution i need to get rid of... team with him makes me win some games too. Haha! :p But i get hurted alot, especially my waist. Too long no sport is like that one, old bone liao.

Haha! Have back the good feeling of playing dota when play with u! the Fun of it. different kind of fun u know~ Haha! And he did play BB very imba. keep spray~ Haha!

Argh, After i wrote this blog, we rarely have chance to hang out together. He need to prepare for his "brother" wedding. Anyway, we still able to meet up during yesterday afternoon, lunch at Sun City~. Whoops, i meet one MMU-Cyber fella there. It's my senior! Name should be Xian Jun if i not mistaken... Haha! gonna see you soon when i back! Miss you alot too. :)

Vui Kiat:

Really din have much time to catch up with you :( Beside the first day of Apollo-Lunch, and the first week of gaming together, i think we never meet up d gua? Maybe tonight lo... ada miss you liao. HAHA! Anyway, i hope my introdution on the foods for your KL trip, you will like it! ^^

Soi lo! U back from KL no chance meet!

Thomas:

Hai bu very lihai this thomas, pool king! But everytime i team with him, always i make him lose tho. But don care laa.. haha! if team with other i think i will make others people to pay more. more charm~ ^^

We went to watch Avatar together yesterday noon, It's just too SHIVERING YOU KNOW! I left my jacket on another car. :( no jacket, T-shirt + slipper... haih.. Cold until i semi-sleep. Miss a lot of great effects of the movie.

I know you very dulan lar, go rix and keep lagging, no people join, den leaver alot. But don't angry lar.. k? :p

Maggie:


I kena her fooled 2 times in these 4 weeks. First is JoonYap case, second is just now. Hai bu very combo like that. Really feel like wanna angry her one... but but.. angry bu dao =.=!

She taught me this chinese word, 噢可. haha! so cute neh.

Quite funny this girl, spend some times with her during this holiday. :) Not going to say much~ Haha.
To be frank, I might started to miss my "every-lunch hour right now". Haha! I wonder you feel the same way too. U know, when i talked to you, sometimes larr, i don't know when you serious one. Funny Funny. Haha! Sometimes yourself suggest wanna go movie or not, i said ok liao, then scold me back "你有笨吗". Then yesterday noon, suggested again want go movie de. I really got a bit 怀疑 lo. Then scold me back again "当然是认真的啦" 真搞不懂你们女人心~ 哈哈
麻烦你尽量帮我更你妈妈说多一些好话,有点内疚~天天把你载出去 :p 其他的,真得不多说了,尤其是AiFm Concert. 哈哈!

好~,你不可爱,你很漂亮.

可是,

可是,

可是,
可是,
如果你不可爱,就没人可爱了耶,最可爱就是你了,没人能赢你 ^^. 一个我永远都不会忘记的Pong Pong黑色+红点的短裤 :P

对了,不知道那个sushi king的 Fried Vegetable, don't know is you don't like or you too full lo~ self don't want eat but force me eat all. :( everyday only know bully me. Haha!

Joyce:

Well, first few times when we met up, we did not really talk much, because she seems like don't like me :(

During the last friday badminton, i very enjoy you know. It's like my first time, i win badminton game le! Know why? becos she is my opponent. The only opponent that i got potential to win~ haha! Yet, we still don't know who is higher.~ Wait i back from Cny, 我们一次过解决 ^^ and remember to be my model, let me photoshoot with my Digital slr.

Gonna share abit here, about the Umbrella story.

Case 1: We went AiFm concert, and it's raining, so i ask Maggie bring Umbrella go.

Case 2: Maggie put HER umbrella, behind my car.

Case 3: Joyce saw the Umbrella, know got umbrella, but never mention it.


So, what happen le? we all go down the car without Umbrella, then need to walk SO FAR somemore. Then blame lai blame qu.


Joyce:" Eh, zomok 你们不要那雨伞,刚刚我在车上有看到"

Maggie:" 你又叫我带雨伞?又不要拿!"

Me:" 我那里记得,不是你拿上车的吗"

Maggie:" 可是是你叫我拿的啊"

Me:" Joyce la,看到了又不讲"

Joyce:" 我哪里知道是你们的雨伞"


Haha! Sot de~, then the concert oso funny funny, 3 people share 2 chairs. Then we cannot see the singer face somemore. Hai bu sien.


Later we go to season, then very JOKER one. She keep play my 胎记. She somemore use Tissue Paper and try to Scrub it away. She thought that one is a dirt. HAI BU I VERY FAN. I told her many times liao that is 胎记胎记胎记胎记胎记胎记胎记胎记胎记胎记胎记胎记胎记胎记,she still go and play it. I think she very high liao that time, but no Boom Boom Shake Shake le, dunno how she get high oso. Haha!

ohya, still got this VERY FUNNY PHOTO. She put the necklace (belong to JoonYap) on me, and snapped this ugly photo.



Last few days really spent quite a long time with you and maggie. :) very very thank you for the accompany. ^^


Veron Foo:

REALLY GOMO! She asked me for lunch, but but.. i don't fulfill the promise because she no reply me "ok" bah.. but who know she is waiting me. T.T Really sorry ...

Anyway, my nipple let your squeeze and i let u hit donno how many times, 扯平了,ok? Haha! But hey hey, it's seems like you also very high during singk lo... why keep say me self high? =/ ...

Haih, you know the foot scanning? After you analysis for me, i really very scare now leh... but no Rm 700 to buy the shoes thing, wait you sponsor me. :p and promise ya, during cny when i back, go brunei escapade eat sushi together. :)

Ryuichi:
So greatful that you will go to worship. And, when are you going to show me your new dog? Your Rm 2800 geh dog. I wait to see it when i return during CNY, k? ^^

Irwin/GoatGirl:
We have had our dinner at EastWood, a lot of jokes you make. But not going to mention it here. Haha! well, i spent quite a long time to play with him at cc, but owest many problems one. Not this lag then is that pc got problem. Grr... Don't know why he doesn't want to fix first before we got there.

Aaron:
always call me clan lord, you very geng lo... i know your ward is stronger than me... don't jio me always bah... haha!

Genghis/Jok:
Doesn't meet them much. But hey, i enjoyed the moment we play l4d. Haha! Tho we lose to you all :(

Seng Tong:

Very Thank you for fetching me around before the BBQ day. And, playing dota together, bbq together, badminton together...~ ^^v of cos, thank you for the badminton racket too.

RRSS gangs:

Have had our gathering at SOHO. Which i have my Caeser Salad (which is not tasty and cost me Rm 15, FI)

Church:
haha! I'm back to Church~ :)


❤ My holiday
❤ Tho alot of unhappy fights occurs
❤ Still very enjoying
❤ Will continue update more

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Heart to heart.

When you really put in your 100% heart to a friend, do you expect to have 10% of repay? I believed, you will. When friend's repay 10%, you will carving for more, 20%, 30%... endless hoping...

But, that is heart to heart, downsides are just undesirable, but unpreventable.

Fuck up life.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

过了,就不再回来。

很多东西,
明明知道不可能,
但是任然要去面对。

就好像,
我们已经知道鸡蛋不可能敲得破石头,
往往就会有人拿它来撞石头。

鸡蛋破了,
会痛。
石头,依然是石头,不痛不痒。

身为愚蠢的人类之一的我,
已经知道了其一二,
依然去挑战。

说我笨,
说我傻,
没关系,
我知道。

“知道了你又做?不会这样那样?”
“怎样?我选着做我自己,不喜欢隐隐作作,怎样?我就是不喜欢虚伪”

两个星期的改变,
变化好大。

早睡早起,
有个目标,
不再堕落。

也许,
因该和他们离开美里两三天,
换一下环境,
找以前对我爱的运动的热诚...

决定了,离开一阵...

不要哭...

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

对不起~

就像我在我的Ktz4ever.blogspot.com那里提到的,我天天都会自动在8-9点起床。原因,很明显的,我知道为什么。

今天,和前几天一样,很早起身(当然是和我在cyberjaya那里比),可是呢,说错了话,弄到她生气了。

仅仅一个“单纯”,
也许,
是我让不美好的回忆重现,
才会那么火。

对不起我不该惹你生气。。。