断翅的天使

天使，
所有人都希望能拥有。
你的守护天使，
你是否希望天天它能在你身旁？
若有一天，
天使不见了。
你是否会责怪自己太珍惜它，
而离去。


有时候,
你会在冥冥中发现,
那个陌生人,
无缘无故你好,
为你祝福,
为你祈祷;
在其他人眼里,
他只是个普通人.
可是,
普通人能像它那样对你吗?

天使,
断了翅,
不能飞翔了.
再也不能,
飞到大气层表面,
看着你,
时时保护你,
时时为你祝福.

天使,
如果离开了,
是否,
你能坚强?

天使,
受了伤,
离去了...
并不是离开你,
而不是去了另一个地方,
或不是去了另一个天堂,
也不是去了另一个国家.
天使永远在你左右,
只是,
它受伤了...
真得伤了...
可是,
它还在...

你关心天使,
天使永远知道.

天使不知道何谓诅咒,
只知道永远的爱护你...

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为何一直这样？

My emotion, dropped drastically.

Dropping like a f(x) = 1/x.

Trying to fill my time with many activities, so I won't go and bother THEM. But hey, i tried! I surf net, read forum, hang out, drafting, everything i tried. After all these silly events i had went through, I lie on the bed, all of THEM re-haunted me again.

Tend to forget everything, and lived on with my life. Avoiding this, purposely did a lot of ridiculous and childish act, to run away from this game. I already don't want to see, but why He came and told me something all the while i keep running away from...

Syndrome, reappear. Foreseen... Skip my revision? No way, but truthfully, i hardly focus, what shall i do?

I drank Wine again, this is what i drank.

Corona Extra (4.6% Alcoholic only)

But... yet, i remain fresh, and it's 3.17am... That 4.6% failed to make me sleepy.

Come to my desk corner, i can barely see this...
6 bottles of them... what am i doing? Hell... I can't think properly... i hate THEM.

SMM Sabah Tournament [ More Photo ]

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SMM Sabah Tournament!

Yes we won the First Runner up... That's all....
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Ah well, just kidding. I will start from the first day, again.

During the Registration, crowd right? Well, the girl in white-color shirt is -viv-, a female dota player who are Famous in Lion. If I'm not mistaken la.

The Head Marshall (aka MyGamingLim in Lowyat Forum), smile happy huh?

All the marshal actions, well, not really like him. Grrrz!!

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"I am the head marshal, I set the rules, and I can DQ any team I want" <-- what kinda head marshal is this? Fascist head marshal?? Is this the point of a head marshal? Isn't the point of a head marshal about making fair judgments??

So upon testing prior to the games, my pc auto-shutdown. Apparently, we do not wish to see that happen during the actual game. As per quote: "You don't listen to me, you are wasting our time. Please move your gear. I am giving you a 1st WARNING" Now now, not that we didn't listen, but how do we move our gear when you know very damn well they lock the computers. Of course since you weren't thinking, you had to void that first warning. "You are lucky I am nice to not DQ your team" Yea yea, whatever power hungry man (boy). Oh ya, it's not very friendly to point your fingers at people. I wouldn't
be surprised if you had upbringing issues, which is of course off-topic and needless to be mentioned.

And oh, everyone might wonder: Why the warning? I had asked to replace the PC, which is really easier then locking and unlocking all the pcs. (We don't plug them anyway. The crew do that). His literate response was "Powernet uses network disk and pcs cannot be moved" Well, I know a thing or more about computers, and let me tell you this. It's unless you've assigned your ips by port on the network switch (Which I do not think so), the ips will remain the same. MAC address don't change. That's under a diskless setup. As for Powernet, the pcs have maxtor drives in them, and iscsi cake drives for games. So of course you can change computers. An honest initial answer of 'the boss declines' (Which I believe he wasn't even ASKED) would be more satisfying. All I did was talk to my teammates and asked them if they wanna move or I play on a pc that could possibly auto-shutdown. I asked the marshal if he could ask the boss if it's allowed to bring a replacement pc (They do this in just about every other tourney).

Of course after I responded, you had to take back your first warning, but adding this joke after that seemed a little unnecessary: "I'm not dqing your team because I'm being nice".

"The other team is already ready." After a re-check, we learned from another marshal that Int weren't even ready. If I've not mistaken, they weren't even seated yet, or at most didn't have themselves setup yet. (Even after we moved our gear (Unlock, Move Gear, Lock, Setup) Crystal clear?)

"You must arrive at 10am tomorrow or you will get auto-DQ" Well, you arrived near 11am. When I asked you about it, what did you say? " " Yes, nothing. Your dark brown face turned black. (hard to tell the difference anyway) Anyway, other marshalls had told us 11am and that EVERYONE knew it's 11am and not 10am but we were the first to arrive anyway. Considering we don't have our own vehicles and had to rely on expensive public transport. How come you didn't get an auto-DQ?

" " Empty quotes? Yeah, the event had no schedule. First, the first games started only at 12pm. Now that's okay, but when do the next games happen? No schedule? So, considering the limited number of seating, we had to stand there for a good hour. Since Mr. Head Marshall is 'so' experienced with tournaments, let me share some of mine. Last year's SMM, our first game started some 6 hours late. Imagine if we had to stand there for 6 hours. Don't come telling me you also had to stand and work the whole day. That's your job. We paid to join this event. ~30 teams x 150 = RM4500. Nicely covers all costs. Now now, I don't expect to be even given seats, but with a proper schedule, we won't need to stand there for so long, waiting for an unknown. Thankfully, it was just 1 hour, which could have been longer.

I'll let the crowd judge. On my side, I don't think we've misbehaved. I hope my message is clear and concise.

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Okay, what a bore to write all that. Didn't feel like posting the first two days as I had high fever. So did 3 of my teammates after our return. Did others get sick? Some other teams mentioned they and their teammates got fever as well after the event. For a second, since we traveled, I thought I had H1N1. Luckily I'm feeling a lot better today. Of course some others here would have wished us death. Kaka.

Congrats to Freedom. We learned a lesson in that game. TY Powernet for hosting the event.

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Quote by biatche at Low Yat Forum .

seem like he's not so friendly huh? No ppl like him.. A buuuuu to him. :x

The Cybercafe internal look! All these are prepare for our tournament! Awesome!

All the sponsored items. Juelze Claimed that the Milo brings curse. Whoever drink it, surely cannot think properly and lose the game, and yet, his thesis is true! Those who no drink win the game. l0ls!

On the camera ^^v


Crowds, seeing Observer PC.


Capture! :D


Hey, adjusting all my graphical and input-devices setting.


WOW! Medals, board, prizes and... the cursed-milo =.=!


Lame, capture the process of Medal-Giving but hey, where is the Player Face? duhh.. Inept.


The lenglui officer. :D


Last by not least, the Grant Final Qualifiers group photo session.

Once again, all credit to www.smm.net.my

Happy Birthday To SuSu!!

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Happy 20th Birthday Niu Niu!!
May your Wishes come true
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Stay Healthy thorough the year
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Be Happy Always

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^Smile Always Too^

How?

Spear and Shield case, which one better? Will you pick a spear to pierce your enemy or Shield to survive as long as possible?

A friend of mine, encounter this situation...

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He don't know really he shall wish his friend (female) HAPPY EVER AFTER while his friend don't love her boyfriend at all...
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If you're the HE, what will you do?

Spear and shield... what to pick.

1 day in Kota Kinabalu

The First-Runner Up, Team Goat. Credit by SMM

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Aha! My flight are confirmed! :D once again Thank You to my parent.


As you can see how pack it is my trip.

KUL -> BKI = MORNING FLIGHT! 0650 -> 0920
BKI -> KUL = NIGHT FLIGHT! After tourney, get dinner, then get onto Flight.

the most annoyed thing was i need to rush to PowerNet before 1000. Guess what, as expected, they delay the events starting. It started at 1200 if i'm not mistaken and the Marshall said, we must arrive there at 1000. HEY MR, 2 hours waiting there do what? see you all took picture huh? LMAO

Oh well, we rumours that Aoe this team is very strong (seriously strong, we had been lose to them during friendly match, lose badly...) yet, the public people, kept on comment that "Who is this GOAT team, they so unlucky lo gonna fight AoE". but hey, 30mins, end game. l0ls.

Next game, QQnet_WTF. This game, I made a silly mistake and let them caught. First blood sounded. My lich, ganked by Naix + Rhasta + Lion. Terrible, I being scolded by GoatAss and that petpet GoatDidi still want to add salt and pepper, made my mood down. Who care, i end game with TOP Kills (18kills). HAHA!

We went to Tang Dynasty Hotel. We didnae take any photograph at there. Too bad. Ok, below is my dinner set, Chinese Black Pepper Mutton! Oh no, my Favourite! You can the picture below, so JUICY!! Yummmmmyy!





Coming with Jelly, but the taste is just very normal tho...

Haha! Sze (ask me take photo about WE ALL den self petpet pointed middle finger. lmao.)
Irwin (what with the face. LOL SO FUNNY).
GoatGirl (Ah, not in proper pose. l0ls).

Gu! Drink beer at cool there!
Ok the King, JuelzeCrown522. ada yeng sia..
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Second day, we had tough matches, but at least we managed to fight into the final, and we get spoiled by Visage, the birds!! F!

here are the group photograph for the Grand Final Qualifier.

Ah, another Silver Medal =.=! A curse?





The Manager with me and Juezle. HAHA!

Our team, the shortest = most lanC. haha!

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Our medals. Photoshoot at 海王城. (By the Manager)

Our medals again (taken by Ktz4ever|), better right? Lol noob Manager.

Ah, before I'm leaving to KKIA.

A unforgetable memory... SMM Sabah Tournament 2009. Althought, that Shortest fella keep complaint about me, but still, i had alot of FUN with you all. Thank you for all the hardworks which lead to winning, and the accompanion, and the helps. Big thank you to you all!

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Round One

AOE.911 wins BUDZ.COM
EXCOLOGY wins MP_VSVP
NERD wins E-IMMORTAL
ASIANET wins MAIN SYOK
MP-5K wins QQNET-XIAO
INT wins SENSE
GLOBAL wins KEYS
GOAT wins AOE2
JUST4FUN wins PRIME
ZX wins DINO2

Top 16

DINO1 wins EXCOLOGY
NERD wins 3NITYTEAM1
E-VZP-FREEDOM wins ASIANET
MP-5K wins 3NITYTEAM2
INT wins GLOBAL
GOAT wins QQNET.WTF
AOE.911 wins JUST4FUN
IZONE wins ZX

Quarter-Finals

NERD win DINO1
E-VZP-FREEDOM wins MP-5K
GOAT wins INT
AOE.911 wins IZONE

Semi-Finals

E-VZP-FREEDOM wins NERD
GOAT wins AOE.911

Third & Fourth

NERD wins AOE.911

Finals

E-VZP-FREEDOM wins GOAT

SGNDT 09’ Sabah Final Results

Champions: E-VZP-FREEDOM
1^st runner-up: GOAT
2^nd runner-up: NERD
3^rd runner-up: AOE.911

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G O A T
(nothing proud but, still, memory. HAHA)

Heading to SMM.

The great encouragement, the thousand of thankfulness to my parent, especially supporting me in Financial aspect, to fulfill my destiny, something, I had confident in it when i team with my buddies. An achievement, that might not be agree by Society, maybe not by you all, a dream, that look so Mammoth to me, but so infinitesimal or insignificant to you all, still, I really hope I could gain the genuine wishes, and supports from you all! Blessed me.

Thank you Daddy and Mummy once again for the trust and hold up me in accomplish this expensive trips, yet my most desirable experienced! Love you all.

Sabah, I'm coming!

From http://micching1204.blogspot.com there, i found something nice and which i want to share them to you all.
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屋頂-〔廚房篇〕 - <--- Click here To listen.

吳宗憲和溫嵐的'屋頂'-〔廚房篇〕

男: 半夜睡不著覺　原來是巴豆腰

只好到廚房去吃一點東西

女: 睡夢中被吵醒　我還是不確定

廚房怎會有人在開冰箱的聲音

我悄悄出房門　帶著球棒過去

原來是剛才睡在我旁邊那個人

男: 那個人不就是每天幫我煮飯的人

我們都松了一口氣

男: 有麵線

女: 有麵線

男女: 還有二個「燒肉粽」(台語) Ｈｏ～Ｈｏ～

女: 再加上一點「豆油膏」(台語)

男: 再加上一點花生粉

女: 再把那麵線全部煮成一大碗

男: 喔~~~煮成一大碗

男女: 吃飽這時刻　這一分一秒汗流不止

男: 胃開始糾結

女: 該不會是那「豆油膏」(台語)

男: 還是過期的花生粉

女: 快打電話去給那最近的醫院

男: 喔~~最近的醫院

男女: 送醫這時刻　這一分一秒腹瀉不止

男: 臉開始糾結

男女: 今夜真倒霉

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女: 刚才落屎是誰

男: 是我～

女: 讓你落屎是誰

男: 是妳～

女: 整車的便便氣味環繞在我倆的身邊

男: 便便氣味環繞在我倆的身邊

女: 讓我害怕是誰　

男:是我～

女: 讓你抓狂是誰

男: 是妳～

男女: 現在我很想找個地方躲一躲

男女: 嗚～～～～～

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Credit to Micching blog. :D

Feeling, Express or hide?

Gossip girl, the main character.

Gossip girl, one of the best drama i voted thorough my life. It is not about their beauty, or their plots, but i credit on their lifestyle.

The way they spoke, used alot of metaphor, they cursed, they expressed, at least, no keep their feeling to themselves. Sometimes, i wonder, why in this world, especially Asian, people just dnot express their feeling toward other directly?

In Western, they practiced this culture. somehow, they never hide their hard feeling or trying to avoid emotion. They shared, so people did understand.

In this drama, I will like to point out some example:

Lonely Boy, Dan finally get to be S, East High Top!

Serena and Dan, straight to each other when dealing with doubts and trusts. They broke up and together, twice. It's better to deal with the problems now, it might will cause to the worst consequent, but hey, if they did not settle now, keep dragging. Later, it'll be even harder to break or bring up this issue to be discussed.

Chuck after Blair, after Blair gave up him.

Blair, supportive message, yet truthfulness on Chuck, showed us that we must voiced out our expression before we regret. She knew, Chuck Bass was not going to accept her and continued being pieces of fragment in the society, nonetheless, she loved him, she spoke up her feelings at least.

Rufus scolded Jenny on the hijacking action.

Jenny and Rufus, the Daughter and Dad, told her what she felt, what she want to become so no more conflict or same arguements could repeat over and over again, prevent unnecessary fights, at least, good for two of them.

Especially, someone who could not afford to hold so much capacity of his/her toleration, explosions come next. However, sharing without considering whether will lose a friend, or something precious, is what i want to do. Things just cant avoid and avoid, and let it be. It never settle, it just never end. When same issues going on, the THINGS will happen again and again. and our hearts will need to fill more and more Toleration indeed.

Be myself? Or keep to Asian culture? I chose my own way, to be voice-freedom... I don't want to hurt myself anymore...