Cls Night.

What to say about that, my mood is not there. Attention had been drag away by some things.

- The games, quite interactive but... seems like having too BIG GROUP liao the games.

- The performance, i like the Xing Ping Zi de Singer. Sing very well, especially during Bon Jovi "It's My Life". Everyone Screaming~~~!!! Haha!

- About the program flow, i have no comment. Smooth? Maybe. Haha

- And where's the food? T.T i did not see any food as Beng told me. Cry, i skipped my dinner, for this event, and nothing to eat. Kena tipu liao~.

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That's all.

Gonna prepare my Moral Slides now. Grr, hope won't be my turn tomoro.

改变 与 感谢

是时候，改变我现在的心态。
在这里，会分享一些对我关心过的人。

以前，
总是以为没什么人关心我这样。

最好,
最久的好朋友,
俊叶.
陪我走过很多风风雨雨~
可是,
那时我和女友出街,
足足迟了1:30hours,
他生气了6个月. T.T

SPM那年，
IkFong, Jeffrey，
陪我去教堂，
教了我很多东西，
一段我不会忘记的回忆。

老Chey,
也曾经教我做一些... 不该做的事~
哈哈,你知道我知道~.

SPM后的年假，
我病了，食物中毒。

爸爸妈妈都为我着急，
尤其是妈妈急到连爸爸摧她，
老妈用3字经回他 （有时一来第一次听到，也是最后一次听到mummy说~）
有点意外 + 抱歉。 ><"! 那时候， 忘了老爸在忙什么，
也特地赶回来看我。
（感动~）

箢芯，
也就是和我在一起3年多的女朋友，
那时候，
也放下工作，
赶来医院，
陪我
（因为爸妈都不能24小时不停的在医院陪我~还有妹妹要照顾）。

Mr. JuezleCrown522,
还没人是他之前,
给我的影响是... "你是坏人吗?"
哈哈,
接触后,
我和他分享很多,
无保留.
也算是Dota最好的Partner.

Irwin Leong (This person, i will like to share in English.)
He's my best English teacher after filtering from so many teachers that i had ever met. Namely, he's not only my friend, but also my teacher, my leader, and my psycho guidance. Just to share, he's the one who told me how to fix the sleeping time back to normal. First semester in "Beta Year", i succeed the situation last for only 1 week. However, 2 weeks ago, i used this method again and till now, i still maintaining it. Thank you.

来到了大学，
见到妈妈的温暖，
尤其是帮我洗刷我的房间。（那时候太肮脏了）
那种肮脏，
相信很多看了都会想呕。 （感谢伟大的妈妈这样帮我。）

和女友吵架的很厉害的时候，
有一位好朋友，
很用心的花时间去听我诉苦。 （很感谢一路来的聆听）

还有Wendy Sim,
虽然不是很熟,
到底还是在我那次晕机的时候,
扶持着我.
谢谢 :)

来到了Cyber,
还好有Andy听我发牢骚。

Johnson, 那位从来不埋怨的司机，
载我到处走走，
到处玩~
可是有的时候，
一直说:"很显~".
弄到我不显也变显~。（开玩笑的，哈哈！）

还有一位好Heng Dai~, Jessica Ng.
在e-fun认识她，
很好欺负~
心情不好就会拿她来出气 :-p.

太多了,
说不完~.

有漏掉的人,
记得和我说~ :)

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一路来,
我都会为一件事而烦,
就是,
找不到人.

我有一种习惯怪癖,
想找一个人的时候,
找不到,
我会开始发牢骚,
我会开始忧闷,
到了半夜,
会醒过来,
看看电话有没有得到短讯.

然后,
那些没复我的,
就会被我骂~

我知道,
是我soi~
是我不好.

所以呢,
现在,
想要学习改变自己.

以家庭为主.
不要为朋友而懊恼.
想想家里的爱.

妈妈的菜,
我不喜欢~,
可是出到外面,
还是会很想念妈妈的炸鸡和Curry鸡,
就没人能煮到像他那样特别~

爸爸,
完全没让我在金钱上烦恼~.
想要买东西,
找爸爸比较好~

尤其是我那美丽的妹妹,
很可爱,
多希望能多在美里就一些些,
这样就可以陪她多一点点.

所以呢,
现在的我,
很希望能不被那些小事而烦恼,
要知道,
原来还有那么多人关心我.

谢谢你们~
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Photograph of each photo will be upload later.

如同梦般的周末。

突来突去，
这个星期的我，
心情，
很不稳定。

时上时下，

一上就飞到外太空；
一下就跌到山谷中。

哥因为要拿车，
特地上来KL。
我也陪他过了6，7。

还好，他的来到。
我都把烦恼与空虚抛在脑后。

偏偏，
每每到了午后；
太阳的沉睡；
夕阳的消逝；
夜幕的来临；
灯光的闪耀；
杂声寂寞时。。。

我又要开始忍了。
很不喜欢等待的日子。

虽然，
还有多几天；
却害怕，
过了那几天，

昔日如往。

周末已过，
光线隐隐约约地射进我的房，
仿佛述说着，
“是时候去上课了”。

7.25A.m.
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琳乱的心

今夜，11pm,我真得很爱睡了。
躺在床上，看一看时间。。。

心想　“这么那么迟”。
看到 Ah Beng 都上网了，
说有的活动因该完了罢。

和他聊聊，他就是用那种，
爱理不理的态度复我～

Swee Khing 告诉我他很累，
12am 就去睡着了．

也难怪那位"老大" 没复我．

4点了，还是没响．

我发脾气，
池鱼殃及．

我能怪的，就怪．
像个无理头的八大金刚．

我真的有尝试在忍．．．
我真得有学习在忍．．．

那小孩子般的无闹，
我只会说:"嘿！大家看那位先生女士多幼稚阿～!"
而我却不会去想，原来我自己也一样．

有句话说，
当一个手指指着别人的时候，
4个手指是指向自己的．

现在的我，
才深深的体会到那句话的含义，

到处去抱怨的时候，
抱完了，是很爽～。

但，
想想自己为什么当初只会说人。
不会说说自己。

反过来被说的时候，
真得很想把头塞到泥土里。

我因该忍，
学习体谅，
认识感慨，
体会关怀。
更深度信任。

孤单的夜里，我不能睡。
闹钟滴滴答答响，
我模数着。。。

完。。。

Affection Versus Attration.

Today, I'm Msn-ing with my Robin. He asked "Why regretion on you PM?"

I explained, and told him as we had no border between each other. No secret...

He analysis the case, and showed me these 2 terms, Affection, and Attraction.


Affection:
- If you have affection on someone. He/She probably think that you're Mr. / Miss Nice Guy, due to many reasons, might be because you gift them lots of gifts? Or you just helped them out whenever they need you. No matter what they did, is just don't want to hurt you although they felt that you're very annoyed or whatsoever.

Ah, and I'm encounter this problem. All the while, i thought what i had on you, are Attraction > Affection. However, after sometimes and some deeper thinking, somehow, it's more like Affection > Attraction.

So i understand the situation now, and i believed i know what should i do next.


As you can see, even facebook quiz judge me I've 100% attraction on opposite sex, but i failed to attract you... Seems like this quiz is just so lame. Haha.

Stop doing this and that. I want to quit this. You will support me right Mr. See you in 1 week? xD


Anyway, I hoped to know more girls and boys. HAHA. JKJK~ Later WanXin see liao pawn me.
T.T

End this with a big smile~ :D

[2007] 我好累了噢 / Who Can Listen to my sorrow?

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Have some good comments. Afterall, i just check back my friendster blog, and i found their comments on this. So i think i should share this somehow.

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1. Mrena Says:
   November 23rd, 2008 at 11:28 am edit

   People should read this.

2. Mayda Says:
   December 4th, 2008 at 6:33 pm edit

   Keep up the good work.

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These nights, i cant really fall asleep although i felt hyper lethargy, a lot of things keep on appearing in my mind, such as Many WHY and Many IF. Tonight is my third night i could not really sleep well. As usual, i was waiting her home from training. Lean on the white wall, lying on the comfortable bed ( however my heart doesnt feel that ), seeing lots of untidy clothes very separately arranged on the her bed. See and see and see… Finally i stood up and took those clothes and started to tidy up those clothes. Guess what? I took around 5minutes to tidy up one CLOTH only. At the first, i could not really tidy a cloth with proper way. The cloth i tidy up (with all my heart) always being complained and those clothes were being unleash again and tidied by her. Actually, i did felt hurt… But what to do, i could never show her my anger else we might had a long cold war.

* After marry and before Marriage is Different * — If you ever work for the Days before Marriage, there at least have 50% chance to guarantee a couple to live peacefully after Marriage. Contrary, if you never work for the Days before Marriage, there is 0% chance to have a harmony life after you MARRY! Please, every lovely couple, Work hard for your relationship right now. Remember: Do not show bad anger to your partner. If you do, say sorry to him/her after you cool down yourself. I dont want to suffer from this anymore, have a chance to Work hard for the life before Marriage, but telling me … "The day after Marriage are different" which brings the message No need work hard for today. I’m speechless actually. Somehow, still, the eager to win from one person cannot fulfil your life. A success in one carrier or one sport? How long the happiness can live inside your heart? 1days? 1years? or 10years? I believe that happiness could not be eternity. For instance, Are you happier if you see someone you taught have approach to the success rather than you yourself success? Think this one please everyone.

Now it’s 2:01am already, i’m sleepy but there’s still alot of work that i ned to voice out. I’m struggle. I hoped someone can listen to me, i knew there are somes who are willing to listen to me, likewise, Jesus, LORD, and alot more of my friends. Drowsy, sleepy and tired… Should i sleep? Or should i continue wondering about the questions? I live for myself, but now my life isnt so simple. I live for everyone who love me, but not the one who Ignoring ME and talk to me like a STRANGER! How come things can be turn up like that?

The great meal, and the great family.

Finally i got time to share with you all, about these luxurious dinner combo's i had when i in Miri


药材鸡汤 (Herbal Chicken Soup)

海参+蟹手+Broccoli 配 红酒。

近照。


不知道什么东东，就很好吃。

你们在拍Prison Break的封面吗？ 哈哈！

Mummy, and all of us.

鲍鱼炒饭 Abalone Fried Rice.

红酒 + 新鲜的鱼肉。

近照

有一点像Tgi-Friday那个炸cheese

Another Family Picture, Love you all.

Another day, with my family.

The girls!

龙虾冷盘！

壮观！

不知道什么蔬菜combo.

肥猪肉+馒头

泰式kangkung?

双炸大虾。

ma ma dei 的蛋塔

肥猪肉~

可爱吧?我的侄女.

妈妈那一side的亲戚.

完.

Happy Mother Day.

Aha~, belate



Haha, what shirt my mum is wearing. =/ not pretty this photo. Kaka

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Escapade - No.1 Japanese Restaurant.

The famous Japanese Restaurant at Brunei - Escapade!

We went there, together with canada relatives. Suprisely, this time my Mum and sis were joining too! They don't like raw food, or they never try before tho... wonder what make them reject "them" so fast.

Scallop. Sour, hot.!





Have no idea what is this, but it's just taste so nice!



Classic! Something that we can't miss. The Prawn!

From the Left: How Gu, Simon Gf, Simon, Aunty.

From Left: Aunty, Mum, Jessica Bong.

From Left: Mum, Jessica, Sista.

Want a bite? The RAW SALMON, So freshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Sashimi Set, another fresh dishes.

We actually order Sushi + Sashimi but... it's come in a plate. =/




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The dinner at beach. =/

Before heading to Tanjong, our family went to AMPM for badminton. I lose all the games tho, nomatter who i tag team with. Haha.

The dirty racket handle. [My palm after game, as dark as coal~]

Satay~ Chicken and Beef Combination.

Another view.

Money菜 aka 树菜 <--- Specially for West Malaysian, this vegetable is so tasty and yet desirable~

Tradisional geh Ikan Bakar~ Sweet + Sour + Spicy. 3s~!!

Proceeding onward - Tremendous dishes.

The first meal at boulevard restaurant.

Credit to Uncle for this meal.
Butter Milk Pork with some lively vegetable.

Ah, the wheat prawn.

Cold dishes, just like the wedding. :)

The starting of heavenly hols dinner.

The days in Miri, is the day i had the best meals ever so far. The unlimited combo of decent foods with decent enviroments.

First day, no food taken due to "paiseh"

Me and my sister, always say herself pretty. =.=!

The Elder-Age table. Consists of most of the uncle's and auntie's, grandma is in there too!



The reunion picture, all of us. :)

MORE PICTURE WILL BE UPLOAD SOON.